How do you feel?
Hmm...? Oh! I feel fine...yeah.
And how else do you feel?
Alright...I feel dull. I feel as if someone has switched off the light inside me...the light in me. And numb, yes...like my brain would not register pain...or any other feeling. Spaced-out you might say.
You might. More, please.
More...? Um...I feel...indecisive. Should I write this with your blue biro? Or should I fish mine out of my...wait, where's my bag?
Forget your bag.
...I...I think I'm incapable, or I feel incapable...or is that the same...(sigh).
Good, but I need more.
You will drain me! But I will give you more if that's what you want. I am tired, yes...and sleepy. See my thoughts wander...lost in their own confusion...
You are confused?
Huh...? No, not really. I'm just raving. Just raving to please you it seems.
Aah...tell me more about the raving.
Oh...y-e-s...I was raving...and now I...now I am coming down. YES! THAT'S IT! That's it...comedown. That is what I am suffering from, that is my disease! But it will pass...
I don't understand.
Of course you don't. You're not the one coming down, you have never been high enough to warrant a comedown! I have...I have...when the beats get to my brain the rhythms meld with my mind...it is a part of me now.
Yes...that's it.
It jumps my heart, makes me feel...my dreams keep it real. The fire, it burns...my lover, she yearns.
I am sorry for you.
Yes, yes...that is why...but it will pass. I am resting now. I need to rest if I want to go up again. I need to go higher...I know when I get over the top...she'll stop yearning...she'll stop...maybe the light will come back.
I hope for you it does.
Now leave me be, you have what you desired and now I will have mine!
So be it.
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